emotions and keyboard rhymed.

my apologies for superrrr late posting.
what's new? i got something to blab about

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First one.
I've been to University of Sto.Tomas to visit my p'reh, aya and life.
So, we decided to watch New Moon at SM San Lazaro.
The weird thing? my first time to visit UST, commuting and alone.
Err I might sound ignorant but the truth is the truth.
And i didn't told my guardians about it >:)
Whatev. At least we enjoyed the movie, popcorn & the frappe :)
A little bit tiring & more of fun.





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Second.
Hmmm. I wonder if there's still something new.
We'll be having our educational trip this coming Thursday, the 3rd of December.
Still dunno if i'm going or not.
I would like to but maybe I can't. Poor chichi.
I heard that there will be a seminar at MOA.
Then Tagatay and the most usual EK.
If ever I will be joining, its our Whatever group's first time without the other group.
Argggggh. I really want to.
Would you believe that my mom and I quarreled just because of this. daaaamn.

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Third.
Maybe this would be my last blab. The major one.
I broke up with him.
He keeps on claiming that it was his fault but actually it's ours. Our fault.
Just like what I told him, I guess we have loved each other the way we know how to but maybe those things aren't enough for him and me.
I told myself that I shouldn't cry but guess what? I did. Talkshit much huh?
My eyes dropped a tear because I feel guilty that
I felt I left him hanging,
but I know that it wouldn't be this way if he .......
never let me feel that I ... deep breath.. that there's something lacking or missing,
something not so good about me,
something that I can't possibly change.

-----------------> Sh*t guess what? 2ne1's fire playing. eh eh eh eh eh eh eh 2ne1 :X

Maybe I am just too weak to face the trials ahead,
to accept his childish attitude,
to accept his tantrums and any other.
It has been my fault, as always.
But as usual, life must go on.
I only stopped loving him but the world didn't stop from revolving.
I hope one day, we could look each others eyes again without being pretentious.
I've been moving on and so he is.
Super good luck to me tomorrow. yay!
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emotions and keyboard rhymed.
Chichi <3


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