“Everyone feels pain but surely after suffering, satisfaction will arrive.”
Before I enter high school, I really got scared because I know nothing, I don’t have any friends, I am afraid of the fact that new lessons will be much harder than those in elementary days. As I reached fourth year I really feel like giving up. It seems that it was really the hardest. Statistics + Physics + Thesis = ?!! arrggh! Damnation! I really suffered a lot, I skipped a lot of meals & spent so many nights working on a problem, making projects, doing my assignments.. Thank god my body hasn’t collapsed. While suffering from crams, I always ask myself how many problems must be faced just to finish high school. I even blame my teachers for giving projects and difficult homework. But really each and every suffering gives good results if I hadn’t pushed myself to work on everything and depended on cheating & from the help of my classmates, I won’t achieve the same satisfaction, the same feeling and the same learning.
“I realized that I was not alone, if I was to close my eyes, I’d see you there.”
I have been alone from the beginning passing through the corridors alone. But I was really blessed to find such good friends; they accompany me not only in studying but also to the journey of friendship. I have been tested so many times; I had fought many persons yet, in the end I still manage to forgive them. In one of my loneliest moment, I have seen the real me, who am I without them. I admit I felt emptiness but God never forget me; he brought me the person whom could be my strength and inspiration. After all, I wasn’t alone.
“People shouldn’t dwell on the past; it’s enough to try your best in all that you’re doing.”
I have failed so many times before, I fell on the ground not just once, I have been judged have been criticized. I felt much hurt to see that way back then I’m still no one, which have failed over and over again. Knowing that I failed many times before, I got scared of trying. But sooner it made me realize no to get stuck from the memories of the past, I should move on, there’s nothing wrong in me. I should not think of what others might say, what I need is to believe in myself, exert much effort and do my very best in everything that I do. Anyway it doesn’t matter if I’m not the best among them all, what matters most is that I tried very hard.
“Therefore I definitely won’t run away, that’s what I’ll do, definitely, always.”
So, whatever the circumstances may be, I will never give up no matter what happens, no matter how hopeless, I won’t be impatient, I won’t be scared I won’t give up because everyone take things step by step.
---> How bad is it? LABO MUCH.?
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Before I enter high school, I really got scared because I know nothing, I don’t have any friends, I am afraid of the fact that new lessons will be much harder than those in elementary days. As I reached fourth year I really feel like giving up. It seems that it was really the hardest. Statistics + Physics + Thesis = ?!! arrggh! Damnation! I really suffered a lot, I skipped a lot of meals & spent so many nights working on a problem, making projects, doing my assignments.. Thank god my body hasn’t collapsed. While suffering from crams, I always ask myself how many problems must be faced just to finish high school. I even blame my teachers for giving projects and difficult homework. But really each and every suffering gives good results if I hadn’t pushed myself to work on everything and depended on cheating & from the help of my classmates, I won’t achieve the same satisfaction, the same feeling and the same learning.
“I realized that I was not alone, if I was to close my eyes, I’d see you there.”
I have been alone from the beginning passing through the corridors alone. But I was really blessed to find such good friends; they accompany me not only in studying but also to the journey of friendship. I have been tested so many times; I had fought many persons yet, in the end I still manage to forgive them. In one of my loneliest moment, I have seen the real me, who am I without them. I admit I felt emptiness but God never forget me; he brought me the person whom could be my strength and inspiration. After all, I wasn’t alone.
“People shouldn’t dwell on the past; it’s enough to try your best in all that you’re doing.”
I have failed so many times before, I fell on the ground not just once, I have been judged have been criticized. I felt much hurt to see that way back then I’m still no one, which have failed over and over again. Knowing that I failed many times before, I got scared of trying. But sooner it made me realize no to get stuck from the memories of the past, I should move on, there’s nothing wrong in me. I should not think of what others might say, what I need is to believe in myself, exert much effort and do my very best in everything that I do. Anyway it doesn’t matter if I’m not the best among them all, what matters most is that I tried very hard.
“Therefore I definitely won’t run away, that’s what I’ll do, definitely, always.”
So, whatever the circumstances may be, I will never give up no matter what happens, no matter how hopeless, I won’t be impatient, I won’t be scared I won’t give up because everyone take things step by step.
---> How bad is it? LABO MUCH.?
