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..woot.
..here am i again.
..first. i am so glad na nabago ko na tong template co. tao na co.
..hahaha. akalaen mo nga naman..!?
..aun. newS? i'm hungry...
..i want to do more activities..
..prang wala acong development sa sarile aa.!!

THE BLOG.

mixed emotions. i don't know the real feeling.. err.
i've been like this for weeks. and i hate this feeling.
tamang sabaii pa sa insomnia co. haiisht.
siigh.. namimiss co na ung aso co. T.T
naririnig co pa ung knta na ano.. rawrrrr..
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i've heard. mahirap dao ung course co.
sa first sem lang dao madale.
well.keri lang. aja. chichi.
walang mahirap na lesson
bsta mei wafung papa. hahahah.
echos. just kidding.
kaya yan. ituturo nmn un e.. por surr.
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namimiss co na skul.
nkakatamad kaya sa crib. suppeeer.
aun. buti nlng nkakapagcomputer aco.
hahaha. kundi. teeekk.. boooorreeeeeennnggg
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soo.. nothing special happened today.
i just wish bukas meron.
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LSS. On the Line by Nsync, Mandy and BBMak. woar.
i suuupppeerrlove the movie and the song.
After everything
My heart's been through
I treasure, every moment
I spend with you
For me to feel this way
Is something new
Now it's got a hold of me
It's making me believe
That what
We got is something
Unlike any other
roar.! nice...
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so gotta go. happy reading ♥

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CONFIDENCE

... hm.. wat's new.?
... maysakit siguro aco.
... nung isang araw. naglaba aco ng damet.
... tpos nglinis ng comfort rooms.
... ngaun naglinis aco ng 2 kwarto. :-o gawd..
... ganun na dao ang usong way to kill the boredom.! LOL
... pero aun. mei nrrmdmn nmn aco.
... ung daliri co i mean, ung bones ng daliri co. middle finger in the right hand. tumutunog kapag. nagcloclose open aco. :(
... kahapon di masaket. ngaun masaket :((
... idk. bunga yata ng paglalaba co na ginamitan co ln nmn yata ng 70 hangeRS!?
... tops/blouses.skirts.shorts.pj's.jeans.and.bags. at walang dryer dryer. at tuyo sila at di nagtutulo nung sinampay co.
... taenes. kung alam co lng mggng ganto dliri co sa pagpiga ng clothes edi sana nag.dryer nlng aco db.!? T.T
... haiiiishhhtt.. d.a.m.n. eun. got nothing to do..

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should we talk about self-confindence today.?
i really hate people who lacks confidence. they are errrrrr!!
i'm not here to boast around but i'm proud to say that i think i got enough guts than others.
it's just that i always put in my mind that if i will be shy and timid i will get nothing! am i right?

basically, confidence is a feeling of assurance, especially of self-assurance. it's the trust in your self. people need to grow up, you shouldn't think that you're not good enough, you know nothing, you might fail, they might misunderstand you or whatever. remember it's better to cross the line and suffer the consequences than just to stare at the line for the rest of your life. when someone asks you to sing it's okay to refuse but if the person really please you to do so, don't say that i am not good, others may laugh at me, i don't know how to sing even if you really do. in everything that you do, what important is that you have confidence. but don't be a swagger remember you aren't perfect. :)

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updates.updates.

woa. i'm back. still. summer is boring.
i have no choice but to deal with it.
i'm making myself busy. busy of nonsense things? hahaha.
nah-err. i'm beginning to love plurking.
i think i am already addicted.
now i choose to open my plurk account first before anything else.
and sometimes i kill 3 hours in plurking. hahaha.

next thing.. editing. i still find time to edit pictures.
i am afraid that i might forget my lil' knowledge and creativity.
i know that i'm not that skilled but it had gotten better, i think.

annd.err. i envy my co-forumers, they are now getting their own domains.
i'm such a weakling. T_T senpai ash already asked me to have one.
but i just don't know where to get it and i accept the fact that i'm not soo good in maintaining my site. rawr.

so.. insomnia attacks again. last night i can't hardly sleep. the last time i took a look at the clock. it's already 3:55am. sigh. i dunno why i can't sleep. i already prayed. closed my eyes. read books err! i even read the life of abraham lincoln and george washington and yet my eyes were still wide opened.

everyday.i only got few things to do. to eat. to watch. to take a bath. to text. to surf the net. to play games. and to sleep. i really wish to be enrolled in a summer workshop or to engaged myself in summer jobs but my grandma won't let me in, i bet.

i hella miss school. the homework.the activity sheets. the quizzes. the comfort room. the corridors and runways. my room. my chair. my teachers. and most of all my classmates and friends. sigh..

well anyway, soon i'll be going to college. since my course is BS Information Technology, i have been informed that i might have a c++ class. woa. loads of codes again, huh.? i would like to learn it this may if only i could have a software or any program used in this class so that it won't be that hard. there could be a lots of debugging bape.! and yes, i'm excited to learn with my new classmates. and i also like to get along with my elem.barkada (angie). we're in the same course and we're both in section D. i hope that karen will be in our section too. weee.! HKB invades BSU.. huh.?

but i'm afraid that i will miss my p'rehnds. being with them around 4 years..memories.. urrghh. well, maybe we could still see each other and spend some time together. if only we could reach everyone. i hope that we will still be good p'rehnds. and i also hope that crushes could mend our loneliness with one another. hahaha.
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arggh. i wanna throw my t.v. outside.
it has nothing to say but Andreas Notter and Ted Failon.
well. i don't think that Notter just escaped or the bad guys just let him escape, maybe the government already paid for ransom. watcha think?
and Ted. woa. i can't blame the cops for interfering.
but the wrong thing that they have done is why they have to arrest all of the family members in time where their loved one is in middle of the life crisis?
yawn.

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so much for now huh.?
i feel like eating. :)
charm hir. signing off. 7:55pm April.20.09

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THE TYPE OF GUY. PERHAPS.

1st. . i am bored.
2nd. . i dunno what to write.
3rd. . ngaun co lang nalaman start na pala aco ng blog.

soo.. ayun. updates muna.
i'm so glad na connected nanaman aco sa isa cong idol.
cii jamvhille.
suupper fan kea co nila ni eduard duallo
hahaha. indi naman aco stalker or obsessed. kras co lang tlga cla.
soo aun.. wla na cong wento.

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haiiishhht naicip co tuloi ang dream guy.
meron ba talaga nun? xD cge kung kaya nila to.

→auco sa maarte. ung emotero. as in ung nageemote pra mapancn.
→auco sa makulet. ung txt ng txt kht d co nrereplyan. paulit ulit sa snsbe.
→auco sa tao na pipigilan aco maglaro ng computer. kainis kea un. pkielamero. e gusto co magcomputer e. hehehe. gusto co nga ung kabonding co pa sa paglalaro e. mdli nmn aco kausap e. kht magdota cia.=) bsta aco maglalaro din xD
→gusto co understanding. ung sa isang reason lang kuntento na.
→ung mapagkakatiwalaan. ung nd aco ilalaglag sa ibang tao kpag wla na cia or wat.
→mabait khit mukhang maangas. bsta ung parang jun matsumoto slash dao ming zi ang dating. oha. =))
→ahm.gusto co sa masipag. mag.aral. nd nmn kelangan na super talino. ung kht na nd. bsta nkkita mo ung focus di tulad nung iba.as in walang pagcckap. kadurdur.
→aus lang kht d msyadong wafu pero malkas dating :)) ang illusionada co na?! hahaha.
→sna.mei talent cia. :) wula lang gusto co lan nun. ung sanay kumanta or sumayaw.. or magaling mag.gitara or wat.
→auco sa sugapa (watch the term) hahahaha. sa alak. errr. tz ung yosi ng yosi. err~!~
→someone who will never question me. ung tao na ssbhn pa kung bat ka gnyan ganire. e peste.
→someone who will never compare me to other person. alam co d aco pnakamganda. nd pnkamatalino. di pinakamabaet. at nd perfect. pero di mo n kailangan na ipamuka pa sakin un.
→gusto co ung trustworthy at ung mei twla din saken.
→auco sa walang self-confidence. deiim. sapaken co nlng kea?
→bwal mag-angas ang taong walang ipagmamayabang. please lang.
→aus lang kht di sanay mag b.ball.. wla nmn aco pkialam dun ee.heheheh.
→aun. aun. aun. kaya pa ba?
→saka na ung kasunod orayt? :)

PLURK MODE. WANT MY KARMA BACK.!!!

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i hate april

haaayy..
as usual.
summer was sooo boring.
wala acong ginawa kundi kumaen.magtxt.manoud ng tv.maligo. matulog.
hahah. prang daily routine.
soo.. aun. wala acong magawa ngaun.
kaya eto. blog. magta.type nnmn aco ng kung anu ano.
ewan co nga kung mei taong nagaaaksaya ng panahon sa pagbabasa neto e.
panget na nga ung page co e.
di co kc lam css properties nito e.
hmmm..
kkatapos lang ng holy week.
pero unholy pa din aco.
for the whole week.
nag.abstinence kami. gnun kmi e.
tpos. sa loob lang ng bahay.
bwal gumala.
sabi kc nla. prone to accident dao ung gantong panahon.
X_X pero masaya naman nung sundeii.
balik normal mowd.
namiss co ang fud. hahaha.
tpos nagsalubong ulet aco as usual. eun.
nagprucxon. ^^ baet co nu. nkta co p c abby.

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ewan co ba. kung bakit anggara ng april.
nakakainis.
april 3. nagkapasa aco. at nakakainis.
gang ngaun d padn nwala ung marks.
pero nd n sya msaket.
april 4. supppeeerrr sakit ng katawan co.
nd aco nakapagnet. nd aco makatayo.
deim.
april 6. ewn co pero ang lungkot ng day.
nadisappoint pa co sa final set ng eheads
kc di masyadong todo bigaii.. haii eniwei.
bwal kc mpagod c bosz eli.
tpos napuwing aco.
aun. tumuloi tuloi ung sket.
april 7. THE WORST DAY SINCE 200*.
auco tlga sa day na to.
nilagnat aco.
i can't open my eyes.
kc napuwing nga aco nun gabe.
namiss co pa sya :(
bkt kc ngka.april 7 pa.
april 8. akala co okay na e.
umepal naman..
sabihan dao ba aco ng sorry ur face.
ines na ines aco.
panu minsan lang aco magsori
tz gnun pa.
april 9. sooo emo mode.
april 10. birthday ng nanay co.
nabadtrip nea co. XD kc nman e.
april 11. rawr. nagalit preh co saken.
alam mo ung, ur trying hard to make her happy
kaya lang dhil sa gusto mo na masurprise sya e..
hay naku.. deim deim deim
april 12. supppeer pagod sa pagsama sa salubong.
aun. stil they won't text me.
buti nalang anjan c don.
sya nlng ngttx sken tz minsan c rap at bok.
haaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy..
bute nalang nakausap co c bhesz.
april 13. anu kea mbbdtrip nnmn b co.?

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nga pala.
gusto co matuto ng dota. T_T
turuan naman aco.. T_T

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